Reasons?

I never thought my life will end up being like this. When i had the luxury to choose, i never did it. and now when i search for options, people biting me from back. Some people blive in intuitions, some in destiny. Whats interesting is, where they meet.Still, there are factors like Religion,caste etc. I was born christian,but i blive in every religion.Does that make a difference? No.Now the realization process, how it happens? 4 some it will take years.4 some a few weeks. i dunno why people stick on to thr thoughts and never change. i blive in the whole experience of knowing a person which involves all the conventional practises,thoughts, words and actions. Now whr people go wrong?In judging? No.Is it because thr mind is already filled with some thoughts? Or is it that the whole experience is more valuer than the state of expression?.Blive me,still we cant say that our country is free,we need to trash these negative thoughts.